I want to smile again
Feel the heat of your breath
Passing over my skin
Hear the low keys of your voice
Play on my ear
When I lay my hands on your face
Without the urge to cry
Run through my body
I want to smile again
Just know we are back
To the way things use to be
Please tell me what you think
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I pray that one day we can be back to how we used to be, and even better than how we used to be because we have begun to find ourselves again. I can't help to look at pictures of you, pictures of us, to pass the time.. old notes no matter what they're about bring me comfort in that even though we can't be together now, we will be when the time is right. I want you to know that I will be that guy you fell in love with because I am becoming myself again. It's meant to be sweetie.. and it took me messing this up for us to really become ourselves again and I believe that it was meant to happen so that we would be, like we were, perfect for each other once again. Only this time, its forever. I have no more doubts, no worries, no fears that I am missing out because the only thing now I could possibly miss out on is not being able to spend the rest of my life with you. And I know you really like Steve and as selfish about this I seem, I do want you to do what will make you happy and I will accept that. I just pray, and strongly believe, that we are meant to be. We have had our ups and had our downs but now we have learned so much from the mistakes (that I mostly made) and now our relationship will be that much more fulfilling for the both of us and it will allow ourselves to become closer than we have ever been. I have realized the error of my ways, the stupidity and immaturity that almost totally engulfed my life and I have already begun to fully put that in the past. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, baby girl, loving you, providing for you, caring for you, and outright making you happy. I realize now what it is to be in a relationship and to be able to communicate is vital. Remember the times that we shared, the happy times that were full of love, and I know that love still exists between us.. and that is the type of love that will last for eternity. I want to spend the rest of existence and all of eternity by your side sweetheart, nothing in the world would make me happier. There's so much more that I want to say, so much more that I want you to know. I miss you so much baby and I pray that everything works out between us. I love you more than anything baby and I always will. And although we may not have been together since then, I have never, EVER, stopped loving you-- 5-4-04 till forever. I will always love you no matter what happens. <3
<3 Forever, <3
<3 That corny, nerdy boy you fell in love with <3
<3 once upon a time... <3
P.S I changed my name to BeginningAnew because it seemed more appropriate
P.S I Love You ;-) -
I love this, so simple and direct. I understand how you feel, smiling has grown harder these past few months.. I hope for your sake it gets better!
Empath
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