Cheap wine

I feel a little betrayed that you didnt give my tears another thought
Trapmled roses, dull razor blades and half smoked cigurituttes
My broken heart is just a simple game, not much mistakes are made before you lose
Muted from shocking words and harsh sorrow, makes me go numb
You poured out the rest of today on the floor, like cheap wine
I cut out my mouth and put it in front of you
The bleeding is dripping down my chin on your feet
The water runs a faded crimson red, and finally flows clear
Pointed glass, angust songs, and hidden tears
Pull out the statchs on my chest to make me real
You know how to make it burn, to make it sting and sore
Why do you make the moment between us decay
The little sweet, child like smile is away
I doubt the bitter sweet taste of forever
Taken apart from to many torn memories that i choked down
Dim lights, numb skin, and forgotton kisses
Heart ache and sudden rage with a taste of whispered goodbyes
My head is filled with ashes, when you set my thoughts on fire
Do you want me to stab it, so it will rott into nothing
Tonight there is a loaded gun glued to my head
I dont want to think that this breathe is in vain
Even with my lungs feel like a ton of lead
Cut up pictures, old, folded notes and overused eyeliner
Now tonights sorrow and ache is my bread...