Sorry

Those thoughts are tearing me inside
I wish that I hadn't hurt you all
My intentions were never there.
Maybe if I hadn't been happy now
You all would be okay
But I can't undo that,
I don't want to wish that.

I'll tear away at myself,
Feeling angry, feeling remorse
Just in hope you'll stop hurting
Stop hating and loving me.

Thank you for once being in my life,
Friends to cherish.
That was all I wanted, nothing more
So why must you make me feel guilty?

My hands are black in honor of you
A sympathtic act for the distress I've caused
Please know I'm sorry,
I never wanted to hurt you
I just wanted to be happy.

Don't come closer to me with that demeanor
I want to keep in peace.
If you ever loved me, you'd want me happy.
Just like I to you.
Don't hurt for me,grow up and find happiness.
Sorry.