Why Do I Love You?

For one so loving and caring life can seem to pass by like a speeding train racing the rolling clouds across the land. Their heart might skip a beat every now and then as they watch the one they love, just pass by them each and every day. Though they must learn that in life you must charish every moment you have cause it wont last forever, as everything that begins has an ending, but one thing does live on and that is the love they had for eachother in life and their memory will remain in peoples minds in the end when its over. Though love doesnt just end does it? As the memmorys can live on in peoples minds, you still love them dont you? As you might still be helping them later on, and still be friends with them even. If you still care about them that much dont you still love them a little.?. I look at you and wander all things about life that I cant even think of anything else, but what has drawn me to love you. I sigh as I close my eyes and wish I was some where else, as my heart is skipping beats, and I feel happy to be near you. I think I'm going crazzy as I put my hands on my head and try to walk away though I cant help, but to look back at you and smile as you wink at me and I swallow hard as I wave and then turn and just walk off. I can feel you back there getting farther away, though once you are gone away from me I cant help, but wish that I was with you again. What is going on, I cant help but wonder why? I love you yes I do, though I dont want to as you aint the type I would wish to fall in love with. I lay there on my bed staring at the ceiling as I think about us and wonder when I will see you again, but I wonder why I am wondering that. My mind is full of thoughts and confusion as I throw my pillow at the wall and roll over on my side, closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep I dream of seeing you again.