Verlorener Freund

You used to be there with things went bad
You were the one I could turn to when I was sad
You were the one who could always make me smile
Whatever it took, you'd go the extra mile

Somedays I feel like your greatest friend
Other days I feel like I just don't fit in.
We used to talk for hours on end
Now conversations don't last long enough to mend
the holes in our unraveling friendship

I reach out, only to get a cold shoulder
trying to make it work, I feel I'm pushing  a boulder
up the steepest slope I can envision
I wish it would work, but it's not my decision
I don't know happened, but I wish I understood

I know deep down you don't mean to be like that
It just hurts like hell to be treated like that
I can't help how I feel about these things
I am, who I am and my  desire still clings
to be there for you and be your friend
I meant it when I said, "I be there till the bitter end"


I miss you...