doll's eyes

doll's eyes

i doubt you'll come back
because my words.
these were the damaging doll's eyes
that brought us here.
the camera's flash sent
me straight into this cell

there were no words
to forget it all
you wouldn't have tried
to dispel it all
the pain would not recede
i can't take your hand

i can no longer live
to think about you
your venom
pierces the hole
in my chest
and yet..

there were no words
to forget it all
you wouldn't have tried
to dispel it all
the pain would not recede
i can't take your fucking hand

even though i may say
i despise you for who you are
even though i can't tolerate
you anymore
i would take you back
into my eyes and
blur my sight

my vision was impaired
the day you set
lacerations all over me

there were no words
to forget it all
you wouldn't have tried
to dispel it all
the pain would not recede
i can't take your hand

your memory is like a permanent
shadow always there
but leaving me in the darkness
alone
you couldn't take me back
if you wanted to
i wouldn't take your damn hand!

my eyes realize your lies.