Driving Jan Insane:

Jan,

That was beautifully written my love and it deserves a response....

I have never been able to 'connect' with anyone at the level that we do. With you, I have soared to heights I could only previously imagine. The kisses....with you, I never want them to end and in previous relationships, I avoided them because I just didn't want to get that close to anybody.

I can remember not liking the smell of a woman's body....not that she smelled bad, it was just that her scent didn't 'do it' for me. With you, your smell is so inviting....so exciting

I have never felt the ecstasy that sexuality with you involves. I can remember just wanting to get sex over with just to have an orgasm.....and with you, I want to delay my climax as long as possible because I don't want the beauty of our physical union to end. Every stroke inside of you is pure bliss...

Your kiss.....it starts off a little bit shy.....just like it was 19 years ago, but it builds and builds.....getting more passionate.....then giving way to desperation. I can tell when you are ready to be penetrated by the intensity of your kiss.

I crave your aggressiveness....I live for the moments when you come on to me and I have never wanted that from anyone....The passion within me just explodes when you say my name or tell me how you want me to make love to you.

I have always wanted to have an exciting sex life, but I could just never seem to find it. I spent years in sexual frustration....With you, I want sex all the time...every minute of the day and night.

I love the way I can just touch you whenever I need too....I love the way you just lie back and enjoy the orgasms I give you. Your climax is intoxicating to me....I could never get enough of you...The minute I come inside of you...I want you again...

The intensity of our relationship is offset by an incredible calm....there is an easiness to the quality of our interaction....it is simple, yet beautiful. I never tire of being near you, even when we are not in the bed together.

Sex with you is other-worldly...it is not common....it is rare and beautiful....and more intoxicating than any drink could be. The sensations are nothing compared to being wanted and desired by someone in whom you trust completely and love unconditionally. I cannot live without you in my life....it just wouldn't be right to be away from you for any length of time.

In short, I can think of no other explanation than we were simply made for each other....the pieces of our puzzles fit together perfectly....I love you...XOXOXOXOXO