I know it

"You're not pretty, you're fat and ugly."
I hear those words so much. I hate that I,
can get so eaily hurt. It sounds like a middle school thing but,
I know it's all true. I'm not pretty.
I'm not skinny,
I'm nothing.

I hate that everyone says it too.
I cry at night, it sounds stupid,
but it's the only emotion I have.
I love yes, but my love is in ohio.
I only have sadness now.

I hate that one of my closest friends,
that was on here is gone. I miss him.
I wish he hadn't left. I wish he would've
told me that he was leaving. I wanted to say
goodbye I wanted to talk to him a last time.
I couldn't he left.

My life was hell. I want it to end soon.
I'm fat,
I'm ugly,
I'm stupid,
I'm too easy to hurt.
I know it.
I know it.
I wish that they would all stop saying it.
I want to die. I want to leave all the pain behind.
My life was never meant to be.
That's why it's such hell.