My Release

My soul
Dark and bleeding
Lost in the darkness
Hoping to move on
Feeling the need
The hope...
Wishing and praying
that some unknown Deity
in the heavens
will release me from my mortal coil
Anger and pain take a hold
Anger from being so weak
Pain form living a worthless life

Death is my salvation

Death is my hope
Needing to free a dying soul
Wanting to escape a worthless body
Closing my eyes
Holding my breath
Picturing the Spirit of death
taking me to a place
without pain, tears, anger, sadness and fear
Rejoicing for a chance to start anew
feeling the love of the Deity
that granted my last wish
Spending forever of eternity obeying and devoting
to then for giving me a spirit life
that I have dreamed so long to have
Happiness fills my soul
Finally feeling free
To look after those I cared of
that have taken care of me
Then I awake to reality
Saddened and disappointed
I weep
Returning to wishes and prayers
Of a release
For it is all I have left
of this life.

Author notes

This is just what I am feeling. Dont worry for I will be in a better place. I will be where I belong and knowing that I have found true happiness for myself. We all fear and mourn death, when we should welcome and celebrate it with open arms. we all look at it as a good-bye when it is not. we all will die someday. but it is better to know that we all will see each other again, for our souls are linked in one way or another. we all have a destiny to fill and I hope that I am doing it. Honor and be joyful for the lost lives, for we feel no more pain or heartache or worry of sadness. speak outloud and we will hear your call. just cause you cant see us, doesnt mean we cant hear or see you. we all respond diffrently.just know to look for the signs. be well and blessed be.