Oh my sweet, sweet, beautiful Angel of a man. Your letter finds me in the very best of spirits. Your words are the very blood that flows through my veins. I often dream of yesteryear, when we walked through the trees and you led me down love’s path, and planted your everlasting presence within my heart and soul. And once again, you have taken me to far off places that I never even knew were in existence.
Your kisses are so intoxicatingly sensational, I can never get enough of them, I will always want them, and will always need them, they are vital to my very being, as are you. I will give of myself fully to you for all of eternity, whenever, wherever we can. Each small moment is a new beginning for me, and my heart seems to find many more new emotions of want, need, desire, friendship, companionship, and a deeper love than has ever been felt or spoken of by anyone, but you.
I often wonder if ever in time were there any other two people who have shared such a perfect example of how love was meant to be enjoyed. Yet so many have not been as fortunate to discover, if they ever do at all. For I wouldn't trade places with any body else in any part of the world right now.
I am most fortunate to have been so blessed with having found you and discovered what a beautiful, most precious, perfect man, who far exceeds any definition of perfection, without any exaggeration. Honestly, you have surpassed my expectations of what love has to offer this world, and you have shown me, and continue to show me new and more wonderful things about you and within you, I find all the more reason to keep falling more and more in love with you, in spirit, in mind and in heart and soul.
I do not wish to ever share any part of myself with any other for the rest of my time on this earth. I only want to love you, and will cherish each and every moment you are able to give, and I will hold these dear to my heart and take them with me to my grave.
You have already given me the greatest gifts of all, and you do not even know it. You are all I will ever want, desire, and need for my life’s fulfillment. And though the miles may separate us, and time itself cannot give to us every second it has to offer, please know that I will always have this love for you and it is reserved for you and your touch only, and if I have to wait another 19 years to have my hearts desire, to have it is enough in itself, and it is a wait that I am willing to endure now and forever if need be.
You ignite a fire within me that I have never known and your written words stir such a whirlwind of emotion inside of me that I am nearly driven mad by my desire for you.
I love the sound of your voice, and I love to feel your breath on me, and I love the way you can make me wet with the way you kiss. You know how to kiss the way I love to be kissed, it's a kiss that reaches every nerve ending in my entire body---how do you do that? There isn't a part of my body, inside and out, that hasn't been felt by you.
Never has anyone been able to even make me want sex the way that you do, and you do so without even trying. All it takes most times is the sound of your voice, or that way I love to feel your breath on my neck just before you kiss me, God I love that. Never ever, have I wanted to make love to any one slowly and with so much passion, as I crave with you, and I was but a young lass of 16 when you made me feel these things for the very first time.
I love how you are so very gentle at all the right times and I love it when you thrust harder and harder at all the right times. I love the way you make me tremble at the slightest touch.
I love the way that you can find that one spot that can make me come over and over and over again, one that all others have been unable to find. At times, I think you must have put it there.
Oh how I love the way I feel when you are inside me! I love the way you put your hands on me, your fingers inside me. The way you touch me, it sends shivers up my spine and back down again. I love the way you put your mouth on me, and the splendour when you put your tongue inside of me. Oh God, my fingers cannot this moment replace the feeling of you deep within me!
I love the gentle way you touch my face when you are fucking me. I love the fullness of you between my thighs. I love the way you fuck me with such fury, as I have always secretly desired, yet there is so much kindness in your eyes, and a gentleness in your touch. There is a sweetness in your glance as you gaze into my eyes while you are penetrating me.
You suspend me between two worlds; the innocent girl and the whorish tramp, and I am lost in my desire to be both at once.
You penetrate me so deeply that I feel it throughout my body, and it is a feeling that I have come to beg for. I love the way your sweat drips down on me, your scent so pure and clean. Oh how I wish I could have you in my mouth while you are fucking me!
You have no idea how much I love this, yes, you do, and that is exactly why you do it. Because you know how to make my body ache for your touch. An hour or a few stolen moments, any of which would satisfy me right now, Oh just to have you in my bed again this night! No other man has ever made me feel this way.
But not only does my body ache for your touch, but my heart and soul ache for your presence as well. When I am with you, I can only imagine that it must be what Heaven is like, because it is pure bliss. I wouldn't trade it for anything, or anyone.
Now, I want you. No, now, I must have you again and you must fuck me, longer, and harder, and faster, and deeper, and softer, until I can't stand it any more. I want you to fuck me with abandon until my legs drop senseless from around your waist. Penetrate me. Consume me. Fuck me, for I am yours, body, and soul.
These are my favorite memories, and all are with you. This poem takes me far back, back to our tree, to our youth. When a girl of 16 wanted so much to tell you she was in love with you, but didn't really know how.
For 20 years you have haunted me. Those feelings you stirred within me, have never left me, and when you finally kissed me that night, I knew it was a kiss I would never forget. I cannot imagine the emptiness I would have, had I not met you.
You are more desirable every time I see you again, and the way you smell is pure intoxication. Whatever spell you have put on me, please, never let me wake up. You are it for me, and you do for me, as no one else has ever been able to do.
All my love,
Jan
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