Believe In Me (Utterly Consumed)

Dazed, sitting at lunch
trying to eat
thinking about it all
trying to keep my spirits up
trying to keep my hopes up
even if I don't hear from him
I hope he's thinking of me
because I'm thinking of him
always, no matter the hour of the day or night
in my sleep
when I'm awake

it's like the song that sings

"I sit alone and watch the clock
Trying to collect my thoughts"
and

"Believe in me
I know you’ve waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life is not always what it seems
Believe in me
Cause I was made for chasing dreams"

I can't get the lyrics out of my head, they state
the feelings so well

utterly consumed with love and devotion
I swear on my last breath I love him
I WILL do better
I WILL stay strong
I promise to live up to his expectations and mine
because they are one.

I just hope that he sees it as well as me
I just hope he can "believe in me"




*credit given to Staind for the song "Believe"
Lyrics provided by http://lyrics.astraweb.com/*