I've never been so out of place,
So disrupted,
So unimportant,
It seems that the more I try the worse everything gets,
Passing me by without so much a side glance,
I'm torn between agony and rage
Postponing it till I fear I will break,
Falling again this time into a darker depression than the others,
Well, maybe some but hell, I can't compete here.
I'm worthless in this place,
A shoulder, not a student,
A check but not an actual participant,
Bullshit this place is "excellent"
I've barely found reasoning why
I'm going to lose it,
implode yet again upon my raging and ceaseless heart.
10/5/07
Please tell me what you think
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I like. Outsiders rule!
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That's a very relatable feeling and I know that because you communicated it so well. I don't know if you meant to indent the last line, but I thought it was an interesting move, giving the last line just that extra bit of emphasis. Another excellent poem
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