I was going to start off by saying you were wrong
I was going to move into how much you have to learn.
Next I wanted to mention how you are never right.
You always make mistakes and you will never justify what you have done.
There was going to be a long silence that would give you time to think.
At the end you would have the chance to cry and fool me again.
You could tell me you made a mistake and you were wrong, you'll never do it again, and if only I could forgive you.
It isn't going to be that way this time.
I am going to start out with saying that I am no longer going to be played.
You can cry all you want to.
You can sob and tell me you are sorry all you want to it isn't going to work.
It isn't all about you this time. There is another small being that needs to be taken into consideration this time.
Your feelings are no longer a concern of mine, your messes are no longer a worry of mine. and you
you are no longer a problem of mine. So cry.
Please make this worth it for me. Because this is me telling you I no longer want you in my life because I don't have time for these games any more.
You should have played the game better, but you burned all of your bridges, even those that didn't belong to you.
Now is the time for you to grow up, and I can no longer be there for you.
I have my own life to run, things to do and shit to get right. I don't need you there to divert the right to the wrong.
So do what you always do. Turn when times get tough and run...That does seem to be the thing you are best at.
Author notes
I don't want to go on any longer pretending that I ever had a sister. I no longer want to play the game. You win. You can be the best.
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Heather Grace I hope you know I love you, and couldn't love you more if you were on of my own. Sherri wont talk to me, I feel I failed her. But I thougt of her while reading this writing you did. Sounds like you have so much anger twords Loni, with just cause I am sure. Just remember Live, & let live! Love like there is no tomarrow, two wrongs never add up to be someone's right. Life is full of roller coaster up and down around the bend more than a dozen times ,,,,,, Hope everyone is doing well. I am looking into getting help for my Bi Polar
If ya talk to SHerri let her know I will be sending a box within 2 weeks thankx -
OMG that is like what is going on with me. omg i love you lol. good write though. i liked it alot. :]]
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your spelling has improved dramatically, Heather! powerful write. keep it up!
-Becky
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Exelent
You let out the pain, and you gave a voice the what you felt...nice going.
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