My everything
I have been so very blessed to have you in my life
I couldn't have asked for more
Remember you were the only good thing in my life
Nothing else mattered
You knew first hand all the hell I was put through
I lost a child at only thirteen
Because of a dad who liked to beat me
I lived in a house where no one cared and understood me
I've been handed life's trails
I've cut away the pain but for now I must rest permanently
I love you my heart and soul
My Dad
You are the reason this razor cuts my wrist
You are the reason I lost an innocent life
You baster you hit me for the last time
God didn't send me to you so you could beat and hurt
You were a saint to me
Until you raised your fist to me
And nearly killed my baby sister
With ever touch I feel from you
My heart crawls with hate
You have now chosen my fate
My Mom
You abandoned me when I was born
Yet you still called yourself my mother
I meant nothing to you if you could set back
And watch me get hit watch me suffer
I only wanted my mother
Not some hocker or pretend mommy
I wanted you damnit
A mother who cared; A father who never raised a hand to me
I guess I got what I deserved
The pain The revenge
Thank you mom look what you have done
I now cut to fade away
To go some place to heal from all the hell this family's put me through
Author notes
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A contest entry
- Suicide Note by newnoakua.
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Comments
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wow
this is so emotional, i'm really sorry if you have had to really experience this. its a wonderfully sad yet well written poem
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very nice work. good luck in my contest!
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wow, beautiful! I absolutly adored this.
Hurt, pain, hatred, yet so much underlaying sorrow it makes you sad as you read it. Simply wonderful.
Great job and good luck in the contest.
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