Always Been Waiting

I'm at a loss to think you're still there waiting for me
After all I've put you through it's so hard to believe
To think I would die to see you with another
For you're the only one I want as my lover
Then, I think, I've put you through exactly that
Three fold the pain I only imagine, through which you sat
How cruel it is for me to ignore you so
And how is it you just don't turn away from me and go
How strong your feelings for me must be
To sit and wait so quiet; loving me so patiently
I wonder how I deserve any of what you give me; any of this
When for three men before you, each of them I've kissed..
Is it too late for me to realize it now
That you've always been waiting, although I don't know how
I wish you were my one and only now
If you asked me to, I'd recite to you every vow
I'd promise you my forever and always
I'd give you back all of my wasted and lonely and longing days
Giving you all of me would not be hard to do
I'd give anything to you...


7:15pm
20/07/08