He said he loved me
He said He cared
The lies he told
it made me flare
I wanted to kill him
For the pain he caused
For the deep slits
in my wrist
The blood it dripped
evrey time i thought
my heart it chipped
It squirmed in need
only saying
"take the chance
go back to him"
i ignored
I tried
but my voice gone
couldn't utter a sound
He asked me out again
heart screaming "YES"
head screaming "NO!"
Not knowing what to say
The words i spoke
"No i can't deal with the pain
you put me through
i don't hate you
but i don't love you"


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