i shouldnt feel this way about you

it was your fault i did it in the first place...
you dared me to kiss you...........
I liked it.WAY to much...........
you were drunk............
but i wasn't......
you wonder why you woke up with you clothes on the floor...........
but i'll never tell...............
because i'm scared of what you will say..................
you enjoyed it at the time...................
you liked it alot...........
and so did i.........


NO I'm not supposed to be this way, your a GIRL!! i'm not supposed to feel jeolous when your boyfriend kisses you!!  or when i hear about you guys doing stuff..
people tell me its not right,and that i'm doomed to hell forever.....
so now i wonder was it worth it?..............and then I know the answer.....................................yes