JoAnn

Dear JoAnn,
I remember the first day that I joined AP and you messaged me to welcome me to the site. I remember just replying back with a simple thank you and then some how those word's turned into a conversation and some how that friendship blossomed and grew and you were there for me through alot of heartache,pain and tear's. You became someone that I could easily pour out my feelings to because you didn't judge and try and lay blame on just one person and you knew that it took two people to mess up a relationship,to make a baby ect...... and you never did tell me that all that was going wrong was just my fault. You listened to me when i needed someone to turn to, you would always put your own feelings and thoughts aside just to be there for m and once i remember we were online talking about alot that was going on in my life and you stopped me from doing alot of stupid thing's to myself and to other's. I for one wish you would stay because it's not going to be the same without you here but I had a feeling this time was coming and to think I thought that I was prepared for it but in the end I am not ready for you to be gone. I understand why your leaving and support you 100 % just know that I love you for who you are, that I believe you have an amazing talent and through your poetry it is easy to tell that you write from the heart. I hate to see you go because thru you and your poetry I now know the world isn't all I thought it was and that alot of other's have hardship some even worse than mine but thru it all they still come out on top and still have love for other's. You would always put your problems aside and help me when i needed you and I appreciate that. Your not only my AP sis but your also my best friend and I love you.