[ And... ]

And...
It's been impossible to forget you
And even after all that we've gone through
You're still the only one who makes me change
And hope for my life to rearrange
And I know it's been a few years
and I know that you've cried all your tears
But I know this city still breathes of your smile
And I know it's been a while
But  I love your nasal voice and your tricky little mind game
and I even love the sound of your name
And I love the way you tell everyone off
And how when we smoke the way you always cough
And I am not asking for you to notice me again
or for you to want to be mroe than just well, weird friends

But..
That picture of us still hangs on my wall
And We look the same only you're less tall
and once in a while you'll have this look in your eye
and it will take me back to a better time when I was awkward and you were shy
and you were all i needed to be okay
but those are different days
And that castle that you built for me was in the centre of it all
But now it's covered in lost love songs and that time you didn't call


And..
So I burried the mote that held my secret tears
and I built a boat to float away my fears
And I breathed a sigh of relief in knowing
That we both really need to do some growing
ANd so I wrote your name on a piece of paper and handed it fate
And I put my thoughts away for a better later date

And...
I have been living in a haze
Slowly decending into the days
In a downward spiral of a phase
Pulling down every month on every calander I can find
In a sad attempt to slowly numb my mind

And...
It's been impossible to forget you