Speak to me as if you were my friend,
And tell me what I am supposed to do,
Treat me with kindness and I will commend,
All the wonderful things that you do,
I want you to stop hurting me,
I'll even give you one more good slap,
The bruises are deep why can't you see,
Just calm down and take a nap,
Beat me up a little more,
Take away what little pride I have left,
Leave me defeated and lost and sore,
But then you smile and you are again deft,
Immune to my life and will,
Incapable of seeing the pain that kills me,
I can't say I don't love you, but still,
Should loving you be the death of me, oh please see,
Hunny go to sleep and forget that I'm here,
Please just pretend that I don't make you so mad,
But no, awake you stay and bruises start to appear,
But why do you never have an answer to how I'm so bad,
If you keep beating me up someone eventually will know,
Although no one cares about me anymore,
My pain, my scars to outgrow,
I don't understand, its only you I adore,
Please no more hitting, no more names,
I know I'm a bad person you don't need to remind me,
I don't want to smile anymore, its always the games,
Just tell me what you want me to be!
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