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Your Smile

Missing image

Today is July twentieth, two-thousand and eight,
my precious son we shall always celebrate.
I must say as your mom it is hard for me to play,
gving birth to you just twenty-five years ago today.

It's your smile, every single birthday that we share,
now you are no longer here physically just doesn't seem fair.
Confusion for the first time on your birthday without you here,
it's so hard grieving the loss of you always my dear.

Here I am though making one of your favorite dinners,
moms spaghetti with special friends whom felt you were a winner.
No matter how much time seems to be going by,
I still question our Lord, why did you have to die.

Matthew William we will start out going to church,
I shall see you in memory, your smile I shall search.
Knowing in my heart even though I struggle through,
feeling you looking down on me with so much love to.

Your memory I shall always share,  keeping you alive,
for me your mom this is how I've been able to survive.
All those special birthdays that we have all shared,
we did for you Matthew because we all love you and cared.

 

 

 

 

 

 Happy 25th Birthday My Precious Son

Always In Special Memory & Thought

 

Author notes

My son died September 16, 2007 at the young age of 24. Just this July 20th, 2008 he would have turned 25. It has been so difficult but it is his warm beautiful smile and hugs I miss the most. Thank you for reading my poem and sharing my memories of my precious oldest son Matthew William Stavron.

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  • georgie
    November 22, 2008

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    a precious piece hon... the wording of this piece is just beautiful... i really feel for/with you. i almost feel physically sick for you.
    love you lots,
    georgie,
    xxx


  • penman gold member
    July 29, 2008

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    Excellent

    Oh my you sure rip at the heart with this one. It touches to the core. Such a powerful write. Thank you for sharing, many blessings in the contest.

  • americanbluegrass
    July 23, 2008
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    No words.

    Just


  • Talking Toni gold member
    July 23, 2008

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    Beautiful Kelle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    This is so heartfelt and must have been really difficult to write...I know you will make it through this year and it will be Matthew's memory that will help you through it the most!!!! Great job!!!! Love You!!!!~~~Toni~~~


  • kiwigirljacks gold member
    July 23, 2008

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    Oh sis.. I'm so sorry I missed this and the anniversary of your son's death. My thoughts are with you.. this is a beautiful poem. It touched my heart as your words alwasy do!


    Love you!


  • crazymomma
    July 22, 2008

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    I think this is a wonderful heartfelt dedication to your son. It made me cry. I can't even imagine the pain. I am sure this had to be written through tear filled eyes. I am certain this is better than any of us could have written because it is straight from the heart. I am so sorry for your loss and you and your family will be in my prayers. God bless


  • Lady Ireland gold member
    July 22, 2008

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    Lovely message.

    kellie marie
    this poem is so beautiful, it is emotive to the point of tears. i loved how you spoke to Matthew and i am sure he was listening.

    this verse i found very poignant...

     

    Your memory I shall always share,  keeping you alive,
    for me your mom this is how I've been able to survive.
    All those special birthdays that we have all shared,
    we did for you Matthew because we all love you and cared.

     This about summed it up!

    wishes of peace and tanquillity

    i send to you all.

    Dolores xx

  • Esmeralda Ponsonby
    July 22, 2008

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    Your poem is a wonderful expression for Matthew. I have never been in your shoes, so all I can do is pray that God helps get you through each day.


  • AliceinPoetryLand gold member
    July 22, 2008

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    This is such a precious sharing of thoughts about your son. Physically you can't hold him and the anguish is tremendous, but your heart is wrapped tight with the love you both shared and the memories of his smile.
    Gaylene


  • melphleg gold member
    July 22, 2008

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    I don't know what to say. I can feel your sadness and struggles reading this. Yet, I also get a sense of your faith and endurance. You are making it through this.


  • daviscth silver member
    July 22, 2008
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    This is the most wonderful poem I've ever read. Thank you for sharing and God bless you darling.

  • Liquid memories
    July 22, 2008

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    Can feel your anguish

    Depth of your feelings from losing a love one, I can relate, for many from my experiences have left me. my motyher when i was six and buddies and friends, so young, beautiful in love and spirit, gone like the blades of grass in the summer heat. Remember the good times, great memories, that is the important things, for many things are out of our control All the best my friend.


  • BellaD
    July 22, 2008

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    In sad times, it can be very helpful to write your heart out as you have done so beautifully here. Sending prayers and best wishes to you.


    • stavykm gold member
      July 22, 2008
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      Thank you for your prayers and loving support as we've journeyed through this painful year.
      Much Love Always
      Kelle Marie


  • Auburn Sunrise gold member
    July 21, 2008

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    Ohhh wow... this is so sad! Wonderful write so far. You have expressed yourself beautifully despite a very difficult subject - I can't wait to see the rest of it and learn more about the story.

    I am so sorry for your loss.

  • goalsv
    July 20, 2008

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    Beautiful so far. What a great way to remember your son with a special poem. Sounds like you have a wonderful day planned. Keep his memory strong. You are still in my prayers.

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