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The Northern Lights are not enough to live by.
I feel I will slowly fade away without the Sun.
Forever in Alaska, forever sitting on the Moon.
You come by and eclipse my view,
I foolishly take small doses of hope from your warmth.
Hope for what?
That one day, everything will just magically fall back together?
That the Sun will rise, the snow and ice will melt?
That I'll go back to my old, familiar planet?
The colors of nature will return...
The colors in the sky are beautiful...
But will they be enough?
My heart feels lost in a thick ocean of darkness when I see how you shine your light on her...
Why can't I just accept the star that shines on me?
Why can't the star who wants to be my eternal sun be enough for me?
Will I forever be longing for the heat that your rays of light bring?
Even though I know I'm always being charred by your indifference
I'd rather be charred than slowly freeze to death...
I'll keep my head high,
Walk the path of the Northern Lights,
Make the Moon my home,
Accept a star's love.
But I know,
Deep in my heart of hearts...

I'll always know...