Fear

Sometimes things happen that I cannot explain,
I fight and fumble to bear ths pain,
When I am afraid and don't know why
I just want to run away and cry.

I get afraid for the simplest of things,
When people laugh fear turns to shame.
I pray and hope that everything will be okay
And that things could be wonderful someday

Then it happens
The unevitable
Something I thought was defly impossible
Then things change that I can't explain
Then everything is wonderful again