Overthinking it - Analyse this

The more I think about what we could be in the future
And whether or not we would be in each other's life,
The more I think that I would be alone
That I would lose you

Losing you sounds like it would hurt
More than it sounds
I may be able to live without you
But I don't think I could stand losing you

You bring me happiness
And I wish you were here
So I could say these things to you
Instead of writing them here.

Why can't we talk about the future
Or can you see us being apart
Can you see two bodies
Two hearts,
Not together
Beating apart?

Please don't hate me
But I don't want to be just friends
We are way beyond that stage
Its all or nothing til the end.

I get scared you would find someone else
Who you would love
And you would forget all about me
And that will be the end

I used to wonder If you were embarassed about me
To be seen around you
if you regretted what we did
And where we are

And if you could be it all over again with us
If you would take the same chances
Make the same choices
Take the same risks.