No Way Out

I get so confused,
And feel like I'm spiralling down,
But won't touch the ground,
Black has no bottom,
And has no end,
No one to turn to,
Never had a friend,
I don't want hurt you,
But sometimes,
It's easier,
To let it end,
At times,
I just want to let go,
Take a blade or just take some pills,
Or drink a jump of something tall,
In the end we always fall,
Are we just empty inside?
But when it hurts I cry,
And there's no one there to lie,
So I want to die,
Fly...away,
Because the lights of this world,
Get too heavy,
For me,
You see,
The angels,
Won't come near me,
They see me bleed,
And you need to know,
It's the only thing I know,
The only way to show,
That I hide,
The hurt,
Inside,
I don't want to be used,
I get so confused!