Helpless, so one thinks
Loss of morals
I cant feel anymore, I'm numb
An its persistant nagging keeps you awake
Ecstasy for my soul
To you I am crazy
And I feel the harsh beating of your words
Who said you would understand
I dont need your thoughts
I can make it on my own
Death isnt close by on these cold nights
When I have no other choice
I havent lost control
This is my way of gaining it
I havent lost hope
This is my way of coping with it
As "stupid" as this shit may be
Its me, in my world
You dont have to see me
You dont have to believe me
I just want you there when I come back through that tunnel
To ease me out of my broken world
Author notes
I tried deary... it may not be the best one entered, but iwrote it from the heart.... i just wish i was in a better state of mind to write a decent one!!!!
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A contest entry
- Cut: To The Point by Lets Get Tragic.
1300 points, ended August 2, 2008, 16 entries
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Comments
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This is straight from your heart, but it feels like you pulled it from mine too! I feel this line the most I think:
"I havent lost control
This is my way of gaining it"
I love it! Thank you for entering, chick!
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