Unexpected Suicide

Nobody expects it
Her friend’s are self-absorbed
Her siblings aren’t there
Her parents are in there own dream world where everything’s happy
Her boyfriends the biggest jerk
Yet nobody expects it
Because nobody care’s to listen to her
She gave out signs
Silent cries for help
She listens to her friends;
she’s there for them for all their problems,
but she feels so neglected by them
She gets along with her siblings,
never picking fights with them,
but she feels as if there to distant for her to talk to
She obeys her parents, or to their knowledge,
but they just don’t notice her Kleenex obsession
She defends her boyfriend,
although he’s never done anything for her but turned her into a stoner
Yet nobody expects it
She leaves an away message for herself absorbed friends,
a quick quote will do
She leaves a letter to her siblings who are never there,
she wonders if they’ll even find it
She leaves a diary to her parents in their own dream world,
she worry’s they will just throw it away
She leaves her body
Laying on her bed
Mascara stains down her cheeks
A medicine bottle in her hand
She leaves that for someone special to her
She leaves that for her boy friend that’s the biggest jerk
And yet she writes with lipstick on the wall
“I love him.”