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I Became Entertainment

the facts 

 

 

If only things were different,
and I was normal.
That the scars in my memory
could leave me and not return.
But every time I sleep, I see his face.
He's caressing my body and doing things to me
that make me quiver and shake.
I became entertainment to a sicko who liked
my childlike frame.

What if things could change?


If he never touched me there
or did what he's done to me.
Would I be the same girl
or would I change?
Why can't I sleep in peace
at least one night?

I can't help but cry for better life,
beyond what his hands have done.
Every scar and tremor, all the tears
and missed years of a true childhood.


I am not a toy, neither am I your entertainment.
The sound of your name or your kind makes me what to scream.
I would have shouted at the top of my lungs,
but you held my mouth closed, as you molested me.

 

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Pic Credit: http://maryana01.deviantart.com/art/Child-Molestation-Part-Eight-73163735

http://maryana01.deviantart.com/art/Child-Molestation-Part-Nine-73943000

I refuse to show anyone who is deemed a pedophile the time of day. The are a sick and sad excuse for a human being and they disgust me.

Option - 3: write something really dark that it will make me feel it

Option - 2.Rape/Child Molestation

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  • PurpleEmoFoofCheese
    August 19, 2008

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    you are very good at creating the mood and you make it seem like the person reading it is actually watching....it made me so sad- and sick at the same time... so many girls/boys go through that and they cant do anything about it... i am glad you entered my contest...good luck hun.


  • whispernthedark Greeters member
    August 2, 2008

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    The questions you ask are important ones. Great write.


    whisper


  • swim.x
    July 26, 2008

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    this is a haunting poem that portrays your emotion and stress you have gathered in a perfect poem that touched my heart. all of these questions you asked must cross the minds of every child whose been molested. a very well written poem.
    well done on the trophy,
    chin up,
    swim.x


  • movedon
    July 23, 2008

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    I like how you said this wasn't about your life, but it was to give the child a voice. Very admirable. Captivating and heart breaking. GREAT JOB!

    Warmest,
    Mylee


  • Slicks78
    July 20, 2008

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    If he never touched me there
    or did what he's done to me.
    Would I be the same girl
    or would I change?

    That was the most powerful point to this poem, for me anyways. I suppose I am lucky, as I was never sexually abused, but physically and emotionally abused in other ways..

    I understand the torment, and wondering, if you might be different if things had played out just a little bit more favorably. But I've also come to realize that we have to understand that these things happened to us, but they are NOT "us" as human beings..

    Beautiful write, though it pains me to say that as I wish for your sake you had never had to write it.. But powerful and touching none the less..


  • Tazmanian Poet
    July 20, 2008

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    Amazing.

    Speechless,Flawless.
    As a kid who went through that I really enjoyed this one!

    Good Luck!


  • Clovis...Curious silver member
    July 20, 2008

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    Wow, you have my empathy. Very well written on a sensitive subject. Thanks for sharing and I admire your courage in doing so. Again, very well done.


  • Lil-Bit Crazy
    July 19, 2008

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    holy cow.... what a write and im not just saying that i really think this is wonderul... i hate these bastards......... i have alot more i could say but wont... thanks for sharing this snd good lcuk....

  • JWGoethe
    July 17, 2008

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    this was almost painful to read, and I mean that in a good way. It expresses a horror that untold numbers have felt, and the picture only adds to the darkness of this, expressing the shame of a world where so many are abused by those who should be protecting them.


  • Raven Tears gold member
    July 16, 2008

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    Such a powerful and heartfelt write, I could feel the child's pain, it's sickening to know there are still disgusting excuses for human beings out there that find this amusing and entertaining, it destroys a life and they couldn't give to hoots.
    Ugh reminds me of my happenings, not so much molestation but other things...
    But anywho, well done for being a voice for those who are silenced by such tragedies, you may give them a hope.
    Thankyou.


  • lowercase prelude gold member
    July 16, 2008
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    this isn't from personal experience, but i still wanted to give the molested child a voice.


  • IrishGypsyRose silver member
    July 15, 2008

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    OMG!!!

    This gave me chills as it sent me back o my childhood...I am sorry you had to live through this but it took great courage and strength to pen this piece. Great read and a superb write. ~mandie~


  • HopelessDreams
    July 15, 2008

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    Wow, this was amazing. The subject wasn't amazing but the poem was very meaningful and the pictures gave me goosebumps. It's surprising how you can think of the mindset of a sexual abuse victim and do so well with the emotion. Good job!

  • forbiddenpriest
    July 15, 2008

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    Wow this gave me chills from the pics to the end. I feel so sorry for you. Those sickos are the worst vermin. You are a great poetic artist. I like how you use the pain for a purpose and not an excuse. Keep writing and letting people know how horrid this vile reality is.


  • penman gold member
    July 15, 2008
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    Power

    Such an intense and dark write so full of truth. Really grabs the heart. Thank you for sharing.


  • forethought
    July 15, 2008

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    I agree; the act of molestation is disgusting. even if an urge is presented, these are adults; they should have been able to control themselves, or put themselves away from children. This is a very difficult topic to write about, whether or not you were a victim or not doesn't matter.

    This was an excellant write, and I adored the way you went from left allignment to centered to left allignment back to centered; it was cleverly done, and I am very jealous. the write was powerful and cutting, and the pictures added to the effect. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this with all of us.


  • lowercase prelude gold member
    July 15, 2008
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    no this wasn't a personal experience.


  • LunaSilverStars
    July 15, 2008

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    sounds as if it was a personal experience, but i hope that it was not,, a brave topic to write on..takes courage.


  • Mistress Masquerade
    July 15, 2008

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    sad and true, feels so real and the picture breaks my heart but it is the words that hold it... A dreadful topic and beautiful write.


  • 2lullabyhaven
    July 15, 2008

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    This has the 'real' appeal. So sad, but all too true, you have captured it for a lot of hurting victims lol


  • luna-midnight gold member
    July 15, 2008

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    wow...this is so sad..this is a emotional topic...and you wrote a wondersous poem from your emotional, keep writting and take care
    stephanie ♥

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