Forbidden Secret

I will always be a secret
Now what do i do
I love him
But how can he love me the way he says he does

Kept a secret only
Hidden in the Shadows of his other life

Girls all around him
Telling him they love him

I wanted to trust him
He kept these secrets from me

He says he loves me
I am his life
I am the only reason for his being

But here we go with the girls again
Here we go with me having to live in the shadows of his life again

Im tired of it!!!!
I scream it at the top of my lungs
But still he doesn't hear it

Crying myself to sleep
Dying inside again

This time there is no coming back
Ice is my heart forever

Never will it warm
Ice Cold, and stone cold is all that i will be