Lost In Confusion, Giving Up Hope

this world is spinning round and round,
I can't stop it!

No one wants to help me,
and I will soon be stripped of my life,
my family,
my natural surroundings...

All for college,
all for the job of a lifetime..

I have no money for this,
and I fear I won't get this job.

Help!

I been crying for days,
trying to figure out what to do,
and yet...
and yet I begin with nothing and end with as much.

I'll be working a dead-end job,
not really going anywhere....

Will I live comfortably?
Please don't let me go bankrupt-
That would be the 13 year death sentence...
and I can't live with that.

Mom...
Dad....
They're trying to help as much as they can,
but i'm getting nowhere.
who will save me now?

Save me from a $13000 bill for a year of college?
For three terms of class.

I fear no one.

Maybe death is better.
I could give up mortal dreams
for eternal peace.

But then who would take care of my family?
who would ever mourn a person who was in mourning?
Who had just lost her grandmother recently...
A girl who is afraid to live.....

The voice in my head says no one really cares.