Big Sis here

Im 18 years old and i just love talking to ppl. Im very layed back and easy going. I bowl and i play many other sports. I have a black belt in martial arts. I dress kinda prep-ish but im far from being a prep. here is a poem i wrote when i was depressed. Its one of my strongest.

Verbal Death
Yelling and screaming at each other
Evil looks shooting through us from every angle as we glare
Sharp words pierce through our hearts as we scream at each other
Finally its to much...
One of us breaks...
I run to my room and lock the door,
I sit there and cry on my floor
I can hear you stomping up the steps
More angery words spilling out of your mouth
Words that seem to be shooting through the as if they were little bullets
The words sting so bad so i fight back
As we are screaming you cannot see what is happening
You are trying to be controlling
I...just want to be heard
As another word flys from my mouth I slide a blade across my wrist
I crying and screaming at you at the same time.
All of a sudden things fall silent and you realize that the door isnt locked anymore
You slowly open the barrier that keeps my secret hidden
You walk in and see me on the floor
The tan carpet now a dark crimson
I look up at you and i apologize
With my last breath i whisper "I love you mommy"
And with that.. i die.