When He's More Than I Deserve.

I'm always thinking I'm not good enough.
I'm always scared that I'm doing all of the wrong things.
I'm inexperienced and young still, and these weigh down on me
Until it becomes too hard to breathe.
I imagine life without you for a second,
And the pain it causes puts me into tears that
Builds the ache within my chest.
There's hardly any air around when you're not here to breathe it in;
Without you, I'm struggling to fight for peace.
I feel the emptiness inside me when I've caused this silence between us.
I feel like I'm always behind and trying to keep up to
Someone who knows the ins and outs of a good relationship.
Mistake after mistake, I understand not your patience but only
Your love for me that still doesn't clear the worries.
How can you stay when I bring us back over and over again.
Each step ahead drives us one step behind, and it's almost
Impossible to get somewhere.
I say the wrong things, show hardly any affection in comparison to you,
And have given you nothing in return of all your beautiful gifts.
I try to stay the same as you, day in and day out, but my mood
Shifts and morphs into a million or so each day.
I love you so incredibly, but how do I stay with someone
I feel is too good for me?