My Phoenix
long forgotten
long forlorn
or so they say
I miss you
not forgotten
never forlorn
you lived on in my heart
in my mind
in the deepest realms of my soul
no one can love you more
you said
no one could love me more
you did
tears brimming in my eyes
every time I remember you
but tears won't bring you back
won't bring me back into your arms
my safe haven
my only home where everything felt right
I guess I was too unworthy of you
He took you home
and I was left homeless
but while the blood was draining out of you
you said it one last time
tell her I love her
and that last sentence will stay with me until I die
giving me a warm bittersweet feeling
when the pain in my heart is too much to bear
on and on
I loved you
I still love you
I always will
one day you will rise again from the ashes
and I will rise from mine
until then
I miss you


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