Not anymore

You left me not knowing where to start.
How, did we even fall a part
I find my self longing for you
only had I knew that your love wasn't true


I get up in the morning leave my bed
trying to forget all of that was said
leave it alone, let it go, for real you should
that was the last thing you said, here I stood


our love was full of passion and surprise
heart tormented, now am trying to survive
the kisses, the hugging and the good life
dreams & fantasies, those empty memories of mine
I feel so cold, I feel so lonely
you were my love, my life, and only
I guess this the way it meant to be just shortly
into the blue sky my eyes sit still and stare
heart torn up, but who the hell cares


the lust and longing burned out my inner core
you walked out and stood right by the door
without a trace you left, I can't love you anymore
in my brain I can't help it, those memories I stored
I am just wondering why, did it end so abruptly
can't have you, can't have me. Not anymore