Undecided on what to do
I know that whatever I decide I have to think it through
I am torn between my current reality and what I feel I could be doing
I just wish that it wasn’t such a scary decision to make
I know that risks and chances I can no longer take
But at the same time I feel that by not moving on, I am shorting myself.
Then again if I make the decision to go elsewhere I might be killing myself.
I am just going to sit back and meditate on this one, probably for a good lil’ while.
I do know now that I find it way easier to smile, so maybe where I am isn’t all that bad of a place to be.
Maybe I am just scared to death of who I am meant to be. You know? The real me.
I guess only time will tell and when it does then I will see.
For now I am just going to do what I‘ve been doing and go with the flow.
When it is time for me to make a change, I have a feeling that deep inside I will definitely know.
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