You Told Me....

YOU

told me....YOU knew what you were Doing...

Selfish lies...


random words...

can make efforts so determined....

words...can be shame...

crosses weeping...so many awar...

tides...
I see tides...

my mind...
CONFUSION...

INTimidated

BY THAT REFECTION IN A MIRROR...

who helps you now?
oh yes...

i see....

Round and round we go again...
it makes no sense...

no sense...

at ALL....

all is a word to describe everything...

confused yet? following along?
can't?
now you know the feeling...


DOWN AND DOWN WE GO
GO
GO
GO
GO GO GO GO GO


Leave








empty bottles...to see whats left of nothing...typing to fast i mess up the words...

burn


you burn
i burn

myself...

lighters..
lighters..

metals


feel so good when the cut the skin...sting...

salvation...


suicide no...

oh course not.,..
what draws u to flame?

hide blood wounds seeping through pants....

just going and going every where...running down my leg...


just like 2 years ago...

running down my arm...


i can't
look back
take your steps..

up a staircase that winds up...but at the last step i shall fall...tides
yes tides will catch me like cement


eyes turn white...

now what? now where?
mistake?
lands of grey

not meant for here....return...

back to that
PLACE
PLACE
PLACE

PLACE

in which do you speak?

I have no idea...

I just want strength
the strength i didn't have before when i was choking on those pills...while it all came up


my body rejected you...


good cause

yes indeed


DESTINY

set something
someone up for me






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..............SILENCE................













BREAKS



  ME

AND US.......................

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...............................cheers