I need to stop,
Stop getting attached so quickly.
I know I'll get hurt in the long run,
But because its here and now,
I don't think about
the up-coming consiquences.
Too many people,
Such a massive beating heart.
I figure I can have them all,
But morally,
It can't be done.
I don't know why I get attached so quickly.
I need to feel loved?
I need to feel wanted?
I just don't know.
I don't know a lot.
I don't know why I cry
myself to sleep each night,
Or wake up crying,
Because I had a dream,
And I know that dream
could never come true.
I've finally found a person
Who loves me for me,
Understands my flaws
And I don't want to lose this person.
(yes, Georgia, its you)
Im crying now.
Just thinking how many people
I have hurt
and that they didn't deserve it.
I don't know why I decided to write this
I am not looking for symphathy.
I definately don't want to hear
that everything is going to be alright.
Because I cannot change who I am,
I just have to learn to live with it
and control my sinful urges.
I am so sorry...
I do not deserve anyone.
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It just seems I can't do anything right.
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Yiou have done everything right with me....
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I love you and I wouldn't want you any other way and you deserve me and no you do deserve someone me baby girl I love you xxxxxxxxxxxx
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"I need to stop,
Stop getting attached so quickly."
I've fallen in love twice...this time being the most important...I love her with all my heart...and it cannot be...I've only been with her for 2 months...fell in love in like...3 weeks...crazy it sounds right...? She is my world...I just wished she wanted my world....Great write...you touched my heart dearly. 8.5/10!
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