I felt closure when you w.a.l.k.e.d out my door
The [x.x.misleading.x.x] intentions were becoming so vivid
& even if you cared;
I couldn’t play this game a/n/y/m/o/r/e
You’ll always be the [...mysterious] one
Grasping the key to my heart in your unclean hands
...But I––
Fell too hard way too fast
Something you wouldn’t understand.
I hate how you s t a r e at me with nothing to say
&.& how you always seem to know
What’s on my clustered//&//complicated mind
But life is simpler this way
Pretending I don’t care {at all}
I couldn’t turn back now, no not from how far I’ve come
I just couldn’t trust you to be there when I inevitably
f
a
l
l.
Please don't make me feel weak because of the .:.slightest.:. touch
Let me walk away before it's become. too. much
...It's becoming too much♥
I felt safe being in your presence
Though I knew at any moment I could just... f - a - l - l a/p/a/r/t
& I guarantee you wouldn't even notice.
The hours would slide before our terrified hearts would [[*collide*]]
But I guess the constant waiting convinced me
You could never commit yourself to anyone but ⋆you⋆
We used to be able to sit there like nothing was wrong
Now I find myself listening to your favorite {♪..song..♪}
Drowning in the tears I'd never let you see.
You've contradicted my emotions so well
That I've become oblivous;; [so blind]
Somewhere along the way I left every. sense. behind.
I'm sorry(?¿) for putting you in such a tough spot
But maybe if you pushed your cravings aside
You could stop pretending to be the strong man you're obviously n.o.t★
Please don't make me feel weak because of the .:.slightest.:. touch
Let me walk away before it's become. too. much
...It's becoming too much♥
For the first time in months I feel at ease
I feel closure when you w.a.l.k out my door.
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