Blood of Hope and Love

Tear drops forming suddenly on pages,
depictions of my past faults my demons and my strains
these pains that break me always
even when they're dead...

Feeling things I thought I could never heal
feeling truth inside my lies,
believing all my problems were my faith
my only reason to continue to be...to spread my hurt to help those in need...


Told the truth by something new!!
Fading into the background sound of a bigger plan
a plan that is something big in me!


Sweating blood and looking down inside my dreams
living lives that are not my own but I know I need to feel
breaking skin of my inner soul that needs this
need you
won't you just tell me what iIneed to hear!!!!


YOU!!
Are the thing I long to know
I know, I long to know, I know this already deep inside my heart of thoughts and something more...

Let it be shown to me,
you show me constantly...

Show me again!!

Let it be just one more sign
just one more thing
for me
to see...

This is what I see...

Dull grey skies being painted by the blood of hope and love...