Outside You See A Smile

It's all inside, deep into the center of my mind
I dare not share, all the things that make me care
I'd be afraid to see how you would judge me, to see how you would mock me
I'll appear to you as happy, with a smile and a wink
I don't think it ever will phase you, I'm running in circles, I'm running from the truth
The truth of the pain, the truth of the lies
The truth that life, isn't like the movies
And the truth that you, never will care

I'll tell you about life, and make it seem better than it really is
I know I say you don't care, but if you did, I'd have to run away
Once you know, I'm dead inside, I'll have to say farewell, and goodbye
Because I can't share my emotions, and I can't let you know
That even though I'm smiling, inside, I still am crying