Torn

When all of this started
I didn't realize what I was getting myself into
I'd done so much to keep my heart guarded
that I ignored what all my friends knew was true.
I never knew how much you love her
And it hurts to know I'll never be enough for you.
Every day it gets harder and harder
to have her picture be in my view.
I see you smile and give me a glance
and it makes me forget the pain.
But I've started to realize this romance doesn't stand a chance
And its starting to drive me insane.
So what is the point of staying in this?
I haven't figured out the answer just yet.
Sometimes this is the greatest bliss
And sometimes I wish we never met.
I guess I have to wait it out
to see if it was worth all this stress.
I know every one has their doubts
But I'm still trying to hope for the best.