guilty

and this hurts like hell
[more than anything else]
ever has
sitting up all night
and giving into what my heart wants
[i wanna talk to you so bad]
.but.what.my.head.knows.

I will regret later

You're like a drug
I can't seem to get
[off of]

"IhateyouIhateyouIhateyou"

i repeat it to myself over and over again
hoping that someday
it'll actually come true
because it'd be a blessing

[not to still cry over you]
every
fucking
night

like.you.even.give.a.care
anymore
Because you don't
Too wrapped up in your own self absorbed
[life]

i hate reading the things you've sent me
because it reminds me
it was all
one
big mess up

"I know he never lied to me...I just don't know what he's doing now."

bullshit baby.

[he took your heart and left]