Seething with anger I try to block you out.
Don't want to remember the days you stole.
Everytime I think of you I shout....
out in anger, impossible to console.
Don't want to hear your fucking sorry.
The won't bring back my innocence, will it?
My eyes were filled with wonder, starry.
I really can't take this shit.
I sit here night after night drinking away your reflection.
This white powder is my lifes salvation.
Can't stand to feel any mans affection.....
well albeit the times of intoxcication.
I'm becoming you, a sorry piece of shit the can't put down the booze.
My life can not be saved from the past.
You layed it all on thick, abuse.
I grew up so fast....
you wonder why.
How dare you think of what I am now.
You made me life such a hell, the only way out is to die.
I only have one thing left to say...how?
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