My crypt

Tainted holy water,
    Baptized in only illness
Filtered to become a new machine
  To stride along with the others
(Why did u trick me?)
Laid down my sins,
    To begin….
Creped so close,
Thought the chills was affection
Once upon a time,
      I was close to finding my mind
In the lurks with the arctic whispers,
    I found nothing but hollowness…
In this condition,
      I couldn’t find a subject,
For my addiction…
Out of chaste love,
  I have gave up myself
And now I’m ripping it out of your hands…
        (I fucked up your plans)
Sanitized the creature that spilled
The blood (of the innocence of history)
  The sun is not proof I am alive
(Never was)
Jewels embraced my new cover
      A single effect that scrambles the thoughts
Tap the mirror and it rumbles, shatters
  (Silt the sore)
After this dusk, I can soar
  Open up my pores,
To feel the filth dig in…
Control is the deepest desire,
    I want to hold my own world in my palms,
I want the choice to destroy or to create
    (Let me be)
Channeled the pure into insects
In the spring, I was born
    Left me in winter to freeze
I was naïve with untouched dreams,
    Washed them away…
A flower in the mess of the ruins,
        (That I made)
Mist so settled on my skin,
    (How long has it been there?)
My throat cracked dry,
    My voice ran horse…
(Lexis is chocolate or poison)
Lived in a crypt,
  Once upon a time,
I thought the humanity outside,
      Was superior than the darkness here
A flow of petals,
      Cherish the few that lay on me
Please release the apprehension,
    I am not free from the prison
More bitter the vision