[ the first time i saw you i knew, ]

the first time i saw you i knew,
you were the one for me,
i know i told you some things to see you felt the same too,
but i did not know you were planning to be with me for all eternity.

I loved you from the start of things,
even though it was not easy.

I wanted you to be mine and all mine,
but i respected the fact that you wanted to be around your son,
and yes i made you choose me or her,
and i knew how that had to be soo hard.

Then you started tellling me how he wasnt yours,
and how you wanted a huge family with me,
that she fucked around on you,
and all you wanted was to be a daddy.

Then you changed your mind again about your son,
now claiming that he's truly yours,
only after we found out that i was having a boy,
and the child support started coming out of your check.

Im not holding these things against you,
and yes i have forgiven you,
i just want you to promise,
to never do it again.

I love you and i want you to be mine,
but i wont keep you from your son,
like i was trying to do for some time.

I wrote this to you to say im sorry,
from the bottom of my heart darling,
and i hope you say your sorry too,
so maybe we can truly be happy,
and not fight all the time like we used to do.

and even after all this time,
after all we have been through,
you are still the love of my life,
and the friend ill always run too.

i want to live my life with you,
and be the wife and mother to your kids(however many that will be lol)
and im soo happy,
and i want to make and keep you happy too.

i love you baby with all my heart,
my whole heart,
not just a piece.

i was scared at first to give it to you,
because ive never really given my whole heart to anyone,
but now im glad i did,
because you have made me a very happy woman.

I LOVE YOU BABY