Love Kills

The things i wish you would say,
the things i wish you said today,
your in my dreams, my thoughts, my heart...
my life brings you to the start,
i live in agony, waiting for you to know,
that i love you and you do not show,
your feelings back when im dieing inside,
i want to run away and hide...
my mind is breaking and my thoughts are destroyed,
im a human being and i shouldent be toyed,
i wish you knew how much pain you caused my soul,
you crushed it. you deleted my life. im no longer whole.
you carry on, you killed me forever,
why cant we carry on together?
all this pain is too much for me,
feeling so down that you cannot see...
i care more about you then anyone living,
i...i... i'm not a doll that is for giving,
i want to be happy and i want to be free,
i want to know that pain is not in me,
please just know that your going to kill me,
you wont ever hear me plea,
going...going... fading away,
this is what you make me every day,
i have so much passion for you...
if only you knew...
if only you knew the truth,
that you have killed my youth.