Hauntings

Dreams so real, like a nightmare escape
Abuse, torture, and moments of rape
Touching me, hurting me, such a violent dream
Waking up sweating, knowing I have screamed.
Crying profusely, scratching at my mind,
Ripping my hair out; this nightmare of mine.
Claw at my skin, feeling filthy again...
When will this stop, and when will I mend?
I can't escape his face... It haunts me every night.
Every second of my days... Never been delight.
His eyes still glowing every time I shut my eyes.
He takes pleasure in my screams, pleasure in my cries.
I just want to forget that horrible cruel night,
But I can't forget, even when night becomes light.
Every second, every day, so many triggers around
He has me on a leash, he has me gagged and bound.
I just want to forget, I just want to be free
I don't want to see his face, I don't want this memory.