If I Could...

I would wish this away
Wish away the night, the day
Wish it, wash it all, goodbyes
Wash away these screams, these cries

I would compromise this life
Bargain the day with the night
Fall asleep and have yet to wake
With nothing left to hold, to make

I would let go, sacrifice
Leave alone this day, this night
Looking back, I have gone blind
I could leave this all behind

I would scream the silent plays
Watching nights turn into days
Letting everything pass me by
Letting go of all those lies

I would realize all the might
If every day turned to night
Pay for all my endless shame
Just to quit this mindless game

I would write, if I could write
Every day and every night
I would cry a thousand tears
To take back every pointless year

If I could wish this away
Wish away the night, the day
I would wish for my demise
Wash away these screams, these cries