Why?

I wish I knew what you were thinking,
I wish I knew how you really felt,
Sometimes I really wish I do.

I wish you wouldn't hide things,
I wish you told me what was going on,
I wish you wouldn't lie to me.

I wish we were how we used to be,
When you didn't lie to me,
When you didn't keep things from me.

Did you think I wouldn't twig,
As to what was going on?
Did you think I wouldn't figure it out?

I'm starting to think,
That this is almost the end,
Has our show come to an end?

I thought that what we had was special,
That what we had was a special bond,
That only we would be able to break.

Why have we let people interfear?
Why should we keep friends who are not happy for us?
Why should we stay togeather,
If you are going to let them do that?

I thought that we were going to be together forever,
That you were my soul mate, my one true love,
But now it seems to be falling down around me.

The curtin is closing,
I have to make a choice,
And its not one that i want to make.