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Eaten alive by my depression

As I sit home on a rainy day
Not only do I slit my wrists
But I think of all my bliss
If only you could see the tears shed behind closed doors and my desperate cries for help
Nobody seems to hear me but inside I'm SCREAMING
I can't live with all this Anger;Hatred anc Depression any longer

I am fed up
I want nothing else but to be happy and normal
But my depression is getting the best of me.

There are just some days where I wanna slit my viens and put a end to this misery.

I've picked up a bad habit that is frowned down upon society.

If you decide to look at my limp and now cold arm you will see how much I was suffering and all I wanted was to be outta my MISERY!

This is how I feel..what do you guys think?!

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  • ALWAYSthebridesmaid
    July 14

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    'just keep on keeping on' that is what i say
    depression haunts me everyday but i just keep on to the hope that one day i will be at least ok...
    i know it... it has to be true.


  • PoeticFlame
    July 12
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    oh wow honey...i used to be a cutter, too. I know your pain. My friends made me quit and especially you know who wanted me to quit . So now I don't cut though I still have my scars and honey this is truly a good poem. I know your angst here. Keep up the great write.

  • MyxUnbeatingxHeartx
    July 11
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    I think this poem is very good.It spills the truth of how a lot of people feel inside,Its sad really how many people have to feel this way =[. Anyway really nice poem it speaks to the heart and it sounds like it came from your heart.Very true and great poem, I love it!

  • EmotionalWreck2
    July 9

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    I used 2 be a cutter until the people that hurt me an didnt listen 2 my cries for help found out and told the couselor i need help but i just wanted to be seen for hwo in am an to stop being called hurtful names. I love this!


  • Sound of Madness
    July 9
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    I know how that feels. I've been there and wanted out of it so badly, and yet I couldn't seem to get out. It's like I'm on a fine line boarder between depression and freedom. If the scale slightly tips in either direction it changes my day drastically.

  • phynix
    July 9
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    i kno the feeling of being so miserable, u just want it ALL to end, but that doesnt mean u should make it end. instead, maybe find something fun to do that will hopefully make u feel better, or maybe find a way to just let all of the built up feelings of depression out.

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